I seem to have a mild case of autumn blues, well not mild really and perhaps depression would be more accurate than “the blues”. I feel like a little juice box completely emptied, squeezed to the last drop. Now off course I can go on facebook and post some semi dramatic and vague posts so people will ask me what is wrong, but that’s not me, besides I give people who do act like this hell when they do, why give them the means to get back at me? So I just hand you the facts and let’s see if you can be friendly.
|Oh the joy|
Autumn makes me severely melancholic to begin with, also somehow autumn seems to be that time of year when shit decides to hurl itself into the fan and financial misery rears his head, feuds, fight and serious battles break out for no reason other than me naturally being always right and having to share this with the world. Then there is my lovely memory that keeps on bugging me how autumn is the most dramatic part of the year and helps me down by playing “memories of yesteryear” in my masochistic theatre of the mind…. Joy. And oh yeah, the weather sucks bigtime, and being completely dependent on my bike for travel beyond anything than 10 meters, yes that means to work every day, I can once again look forward to nearly drowning on my way to work and back in the lovely Dutch version of hell; autumn weather.
Okay now I have that rant behind me I can go on with reporting to you… those few readers out there who somehow got trapped in this part of the internet, what happened to me in the last few months. Since so few blogs came out I must have had one hell of a busy summer right? Wrong, sorry, it’s not that I don’t love you, it’s not you… it’s me, I just didn’t feel like writing here. I have a weekly column in Dutch as some may know on enchantingbeauty and that has been enough of an outlet to keep me going. I’d love to say that I am picking up the pace here again, but that would be making a promise I have no idea of how and if I am going to keep it. Fot now let’s just say, I love writing here and a long as page is up, I might actually post every once in a while, even though most of visitors seem to be coming from google in search of pictures I have up here (Edward Twilight, Trollface, Skyrim Nocturnal), right nobody looking for spiritual guidance.
Anyhoo, don’t let me bring you down go find something beter to do online, look up some porn, lolcats, or hey… check out my t-shirt shop, it’s cool. On that subject BTW, I know it’s just a few shirts up there but keep in mind that anything is possible, other designs, unique designs created at you directions or other types of shirts, hoodies or even umbrella’s, just contact me and we’ll work something out. In case the shop down there (scroll down) is too difficult to find, you can also click this link. Nice eh?
Okay, by for now, I may sound like someone who just pissed vinegar but remember I love you guys.